It's Not About You, But Me

I confided in Fable Frog a few months back that I had created another anonymous blog... one that I could be brutally honest about what I think and feel about myself and the people I know (and that includes some of you too ... :p ). It's a way of dealing with my own issues, as well as issues that I have with other people and life in general. Well, as someone asked, are all gay bloggers such emotional people?? So much drama and emotions!

But I wasn't particularly good at expressing myself in writing. I have a few emotional and introspective posts in the past... and these posts tend to conceal rather than reveal the real emotions behind it, and readers are often left wondering what I mean to say. Even once, I took the short cut by posting the shortest post ever. And now I have even forgotten myself what the issue or post was all about!

It scares me to open up too much to people I see every other day. Afraid that people will judge me, and have negative perceptions of who I am from what I write.

But the truth is, I did not have any other blog. I was already lazy enough to update this one, I wouldn't have time to manage another one!

I will just post them here instead. I can't be just blogging about me getting caught by police, can I?

And with that, I give myself permission to open up a bit more, to be honest, and to bitch about everything.

Not Again!

Baru masuk the sixth day of CNY, and for the second time in less than 60 days of 2010, I got cruised again by the police!

Very suey la. A stupid client called me on my mobile phone while I was driving mom and dad to Ikea, I just answered the call momentarily to tell him I'm driving (and fuck off), and I was spotted by the police and the roadblock was just 50 m away! Suey boh suey lah!

The first policeman was stern, and said that regardless of how long I was on the phone, it is an offence to even hold the phone whilst driving. My face so masam and I was not in any mood to manja like my first time. I was angry at the client calling me on my day off, and angry at such bad luck this year. Can't manja also la... dad is just beside me! A second policeman came along to take over my case, and I was basically snapping at him when I explained I answered the phone just to tell the idiot to call later.

I knew it was still CNY, so he let me off.

BUT, hmmmm... this is really worrying... kena 'tangkap' so frequently... so bad luck meh? I better not step into any saunas this year (well at least not local ones). Sure kena raid one!